Chezburg

Yeah Im kinda dead tho. I dont care much for drawing, but I practice it when Im bored at work. When Im happy with how I draw things I might come back. The reason for this journal tho is for those who dont know, ~Rainboopz (https://www.deviantart.com/rainboopz) is short and adorable and hosting her own OCT, :iconmulligrubs-oct: which I am a back up judge for. If for some reason you watch me and havent seen it, go check it out

Please I am in desperate need of money. I need to know how to make some fast. From my last journal, I said that I havent heard from my friend in weeks. Today I discovered from her friend that she was hit head on by a tractor trailer and is currently in a coma. I need money to get a plane ticket to go down and be with her. I have never been in this situation before but I just cant afford the ticket alone. If anyone has any suggestions please for the love of God tell me Ill do anything. Im nearly completely broken I just need one thing to go right

Im both physically and mentally tired. Im thankful for the birthday wishes and everything people did but I just feel completely off. I havent heard anything from one of my closest friends in over two weeks and Im freaking out and its effecting almost everything about me. My attitude, sleep schedule, the fact that I havent slept for days. I usually just go through my day till I pass out somewhere. I remember waking up on the staircase the other day even. Im at the end of my rope. On top of that Im having a bunch of moving stress because by the end of this year Ill hopefully be moving into a rented house with a group of my friends. Itll be a